The Ego is actually Divine. Purifying it so that it serves the heart is the process that you may want to be undertaking at this time, if you haven’t already begun to do so. For “killing the ego” would be like removing your personality from your body. Not sure you can really say there’s much sense in that, can you?
The ego is actually the part of you that helps you to “be a person in the world”. It gives you the edge you need to be different, to stand out in your own way, and to shine like the star that you are… in your own way. So OWN it. Don’t try to lose it. For that is the Negative Ego working its wonders on you.
Try, instead, allowing the Negative thoughts, emotions, feelings, actions, etc. to be there. Be present with them. Allow them to fully be what they are, so that they can move through you. For what you resist persists. But what you allow… oh Wow!!! it can simply transform you – the you in this moment – so that the you in the next moment is unrecognizable to the prior version of you.
It’s all about moving forward now. And you are doing so at warp speeds. So a good, solid cleansing of the ego is in order. This requires watching your thoughts and catching them in action before they become action. That requires being consciously aware, at all times, of your environment and those in it and checking your motivations for the actions you are about to enact. This requires being willing to be ecologically “in tune”, so that you can always be of service. But remember, too, being who you are, good, bad or indifferent, and doing what makes you happy, is actually being of service to others. The more you become “environmentally friendly”, the more of service your actions become.
With so much love in my heart for you,
You are LOVEDLOVEDLOVED……… THE MYSTIC